I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all my good.
Pre...Post...Positively menstrual. This shit is horrible. To not know if you're fucking crazy or hormonal crazed is analogous to being involuntarily committed to a psych ward in a straight jacket and Freddy Krueger is creeping up on your ass. Somebody please shake the shit out of me, ring the alarm, push the "easy" button, someth'in!
While I have so much to be grateful for and.... Ya know, Ima just keep it real. I feel like a HUGE tub of lard and all I want is sleep.
Luv YA!
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Day 21
God is lavish, unfailing Abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the Universe. This all providing Source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the Reality of me.
Unfailing...unfailing...unfailing! I'm so not in control. But, I'm sooooo grateful for the gift of discernment. I LOVE my job and I grateful for advancement/change. There's so much change on the horizon. It's right here.
U know you wonder what the hell I'm talking about. I'll only be able to share these reflections with you retrospectively. Just know that I'm only experiencing the final outpicturing of my error thoughts. This shit/shift is all brand new. As I claimed last month, into this year...SHIFT HAPPENS.
Today was a good, very productive day. I had a SPIRIT moment at Starbucks. Meeting Janice was another cajoling from the universe to do what I've been neglecting, I'm sure. I will email her tomorrow. I'm looking forward to having he support that's going to allow/help me deal with certain professional aspirations better.
"I so see how motherhood may have tempered Phaedra. I was a lil worried".
Luv YA!!!
Unfailing...unfailing...unfailing! I'm so not in control. But, I'm sooooo grateful for the gift of discernment. I LOVE my job and I grateful for advancement/change. There's so much change on the horizon. It's right here.
U know you wonder what the hell I'm talking about. I'll only be able to share these reflections with you retrospectively. Just know that I'm only experiencing the final outpicturing of my error thoughts. This shit/shift is all brand new. As I claimed last month, into this year...SHIFT HAPPENS.
Today was a good, very productive day. I had a SPIRIT moment at Starbucks. Meeting Janice was another cajoling from the universe to do what I've been neglecting, I'm sure. I will email her tomorrow. I'm looking forward to having he support that's going to allow/help me deal with certain professional aspirations better.
"I so see how motherhood may have tempered Phaedra. I was a lil worried".
Luv YA!!!
Day 20 (yesterday)
I keep my mind and thoughts off "this world" and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner Presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me.
This isn't as novel as it was 10 days ago. "Familiarity breeds content", I've been told. Defining "mystical" did help me understand this concept. I think i should also rent Inception again to drive the point home.
I, also, received great news from my brother today. What he told me encourages my FAITH walk. Good stuff is happening, although it may not be apparent to the senses. My focus needs to intensify: keeping my mind and thought off of this world...I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me.
Luv Ya!!!
This isn't as novel as it was 10 days ago. "Familiarity breeds content", I've been told. Defining "mystical" did help me understand this concept. I think i should also rent Inception again to drive the point home.
I, also, received great news from my brother today. What he told me encourages my FAITH walk. Good stuff is happening, although it may not be apparent to the senses. My focus needs to intensify: keeping my mind and thought off of this world...I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me.
Luv Ya!!!
Blog...Blog...Blog...Blog...Blog!
Although I feel a miracle in the midst, I haven't seen anything. Maybe the change is happening within me. I definitely feel something there...a newness...a new understanding of the process of life...a new unfolding based on this awareness, knowledge and understanding. It feels as if something has been unlocked, unleashed, released.
I'm so on edge about the real...no...REAL possibility that my brother is coming. This is a familiar place: I discern and feel all signs pointing in a particular direction, indicating liberation, peace, retribution; yet, I'm disillusioned and threatened to be caught up in/by what I see.
I have enough empirical evidence to support the Truths that I discern, even before I see manifestations of them, in this realm. It's time that I learn to/master operating on FAITH! I know what I know to be true. God hasn't proved me wrong, yet.
Actually, I've been proven right, even when it was to my detriment: knowing a thing/person not to be healthy...to be UNHEALTHY for me, yet I chose it/hem because it looked/felt/sounded good only to see the manifestations of what I discerned to be true.
Day 20 is timely, obviously! Lol!
Get it together, Mel. Either way...
Luv YA!
I'm so on edge about the real...no...REAL possibility that my brother is coming. This is a familiar place: I discern and feel all signs pointing in a particular direction, indicating liberation, peace, retribution; yet, I'm disillusioned and threatened to be caught up in/by what I see.
I have enough empirical evidence to support the Truths that I discern, even before I see manifestations of them, in this realm. It's time that I learn to/master operating on FAITH! I know what I know to be true. God hasn't proved me wrong, yet.
Actually, I've been proven right, even when it was to my detriment: knowing a thing/person not to be healthy...to be UNHEALTHY for me, yet I chose it/hem because it looked/felt/sounded good only to see the manifestations of what I discerned to be true.
Day 20 is timely, obviously! Lol!
Get it together, Mel. Either way...
Luv YA!
Day 19
When I am aware of the God-Self within me as my total fulfillment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this Truth. I have found the secret of life, and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of Divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation, of that Creative Energy, which is continuously, easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. I am now aware. I am now in the flow.
Fulfillment...
Today I ate good, I had productive, informative chiropractic appointment. I was fed good, had great conversation and a good NBA game... Fulfillment.
Luv YA!
Fulfillment...
Today I ate good, I had productive, informative chiropractic appointment. I was fed good, had great conversation and a good NBA game... Fulfillment.
Luv YA!
Day 18
My consciousness of the spirit within me as my unlimited Source is the Divine Power to restore the years the locusts have eaten, to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of abundant prosperity. This awarenss, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.
My awareness, understanding an knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could desire.
My awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could desire.
My awareness, understanding and knowledge "of the all-sufficiency" of Spirit appear as every visible form and experience that I could desire.
God/Spirit can do ALL things.
I soooo long this...I soooo need this. "Be strong-willed", I'm told. He's past due...it's past due...there mustn't be anywhere to go from here, but up..."Hope", I'm told.
And while I have no idea whats happening...where's the panic/exit button on this nightmare? Deep down in my heart, I know that something is happening, something HUGE is happening. "Eject" has been activated...the parachute is set to deploy and we are in for smooth sailing and a very smooth landing.
In this moment I still myself and know that you are comforted with this truth where you are. Not only is the finish line in sight; but, we have one foot across it.
...to restore the years the locusts have eaten, to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundance...change is immanent & on the horizon.
Luv YA!
My awareness, understanding an knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could desire.
My awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could desire.
My awareness, understanding and knowledge "of the all-sufficiency" of Spirit appear as every visible form and experience that I could desire.
God/Spirit can do ALL things.
I soooo long this...I soooo need this. "Be strong-willed", I'm told. He's past due...it's past due...there mustn't be anywhere to go from here, but up..."Hope", I'm told.
And while I have no idea whats happening...where's the panic/exit button on this nightmare? Deep down in my heart, I know that something is happening, something HUGE is happening. "Eject" has been activated...the parachute is set to deploy and we are in for smooth sailing and a very smooth landing.
In this moment I still myself and know that you are comforted with this truth where you are. Not only is the finish line in sight; but, we have one foot across it.
...to restore the years the locusts have eaten, to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of Abundance...change is immanent & on the horizon.
Luv YA!
Day 17
The Divine Consciousness that I am is forever expressing it's true nature of Abundance. This is its responsibility, not mine. My only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life and affairs.
I'm looking forward to future opportunities to practice this. Why must faith be so challenging for me. ...my only responsibility is to be aware of the Truth.". That seems simple/fair enough. Why do I doubt?
Why do we doubt? Why doubt?? I have more than enough evidence to support my beliefs, desires, needs, etc. Why doubt?
I'm unlearning. The only way to it is through it. God, I still believing in you for the Miracle(s). Things are lining up. It's beyond time. It's beyond time.
{He hasn't even been able to see}!
Luv YA!
I'm looking forward to future opportunities to practice this. Why must faith be so challenging for me. ...my only responsibility is to be aware of the Truth.". That seems simple/fair enough. Why do I doubt?
Why do we doubt? Why doubt?? I have more than enough evidence to support my beliefs, desires, needs, etc. Why doubt?
I'm unlearning. The only way to it is through it. God, I still believing in you for the Miracle(s). Things are lining up. It's beyond time. It's beyond time.
{He hasn't even been able to see}!
Luv YA!
Day 16
My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form and experience as my needs and desires, and as the Principle of Supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.
For some odd reason I was focusing on yesterday's Truth "...unlimited supply." Today was a fabulous day. I was exhausted and needed rest & relaxation and was granted that opportunity. It serves me well and will allow me to return to work tomorrow with a clear mind and ready do the tasks at hand. I'm so grateful for my job, my benefits, my supervisor, my neighborhood, my mentor, my very best friends, finding "signature dungeness crab", etc.
My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form as needs and desires!
Luv YA!
For some odd reason I was focusing on yesterday's Truth "...unlimited supply." Today was a fabulous day. I was exhausted and needed rest & relaxation and was granted that opportunity. It serves me well and will allow me to return to work tomorrow with a clear mind and ready do the tasks at hand. I'm so grateful for my job, my benefits, my supervisor, my neighborhood, my mentor, my very best friends, finding "signature dungeness crab", etc.
My inner supply instantly and constantly takes on form as needs and desires!
Luv YA!
Day 15 (yesterday)
Money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind is my supply. My consciousness of this truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.
This was an interesting concept seeing as how I only have two dimes to rub together at this particular moment. Nonetheless, I was able to focus on "...money is not my supply. No person place or condition is my supply...my consciousness of the Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited". Money IS NOT my supply: fuck those dimes! Lol!
Speaking of unlimited:
Visions of my brother and his children warming my home. Feelings of being anchored by the unlimited access to my "twin". Visions of us traveling together, prospering together, creating new memories together... I always knew I wanted him to be an integral part of my immediate family. As SBS advised, I think/meditate on these things.
And so they are!
Luv YA!!!
This was an interesting concept seeing as how I only have two dimes to rub together at this particular moment. Nonetheless, I was able to focus on "...money is not my supply. No person place or condition is my supply...my consciousness of the Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited". Money IS NOT my supply: fuck those dimes! Lol!
Speaking of unlimited:
Visions of my brother and his children warming my home. Feelings of being anchored by the unlimited access to my "twin". Visions of us traveling together, prospering together, creating new memories together... I always knew I wanted him to be an integral part of my immediate family. As SBS advised, I think/meditate on these things.
And so they are!
Luv YA!!!
Day 14
Through my consciousness of my Gold-Self, the Christ within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within is my supply.
This weekend has been unfathomable. So many wonderful opportunities. It feels surreal, while enlightening. There's not so much light that I'm blinded, but just enough light that requires me to make adjustments to acclimate myself to Truths that have formerly escaped me.
I was introduced to new ways to pray. The death of some majorly exhaustive, exploitative ordeal(s) is clearly upon us, "...it's gonna be fast".
I'm being as still as I can possibly be with the effervescence of triumph'ance in the midst...a miracle in the midst.
I have also been challenged to realize abundance in more areas than just my finances. Wow, abundance in my relationships, somehow it never occurred to me. I'll try that on. Actually, I'm going to use the new, structured prayer that I've learned to see if I can create Abundance in my most significant relationships.
The limitations of words won't allow me to fully express the greatness that I "feel" in the midst. The awkward part about it is that I don't see anything; yet, I feel certain of the changes. NO DOUBT!!!
Could this be "Awakening"?!?!
Luv YA!
This weekend has been unfathomable. So many wonderful opportunities. It feels surreal, while enlightening. There's not so much light that I'm blinded, but just enough light that requires me to make adjustments to acclimate myself to Truths that have formerly escaped me.
I was introduced to new ways to pray. The death of some majorly exhaustive, exploitative ordeal(s) is clearly upon us, "...it's gonna be fast".
I'm being as still as I can possibly be with the effervescence of triumph'ance in the midst...a miracle in the midst.
I have also been challenged to realize abundance in more areas than just my finances. Wow, abundance in my relationships, somehow it never occurred to me. I'll try that on. Actually, I'm going to use the new, structured prayer that I've learned to see if I can create Abundance in my most significant relationships.
The limitations of words won't allow me to fully express the greatness that I "feel" in the midst. The awkward part about it is that I don't see anything; yet, I feel certain of the changes. NO DOUBT!!!
Could this be "Awakening"?!?!
Luv YA!
Day 13 (yesterday)
I am conscious of the Inner Presence of my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of Infinite Prosperity. Therefore, I am filled with the Light of Truth.
Mark my words....today was miraculous & we'll see the MIRACLE in due time...
Dawg Tired,
Luv YA!!!
{I was so tired I entered my blog and fell asleep before pushing the button! Shame...}
Mark my words....today was miraculous & we'll see the MIRACLE in due time...
Dawg Tired,
Luv YA!!!
{I was so tired I entered my blog and fell asleep before pushing the button! Shame...}
Day 12
I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all my good.
Caught up in the matrix (slightly) again. It may be time for a change of environment, or maybe just attitude. They (and we all know who "they" are) say, "Birds of a feather flock together...Watch the company you keep...Lay down with dogs, get up with fleas".
Apparently, my company has resulted in a flock of fleas, 'cuz I heard myself complaining about people and circumstances that have NO power over me...no power at all, actually. So that's only about me being in my own way.
The good news is my awareness, understanding and knowing that...
{he needed to be reminded that he's in jail}
the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all of my good. And as Iyanla Vanzant would say, "No weapon formed against me shall prosper, not even a weapon formed by me against me.
Luv YA!
Caught up in the matrix (slightly) again. It may be time for a change of environment, or maybe just attitude. They (and we all know who "they" are) say, "Birds of a feather flock together...Watch the company you keep...Lay down with dogs, get up with fleas".
Apparently, my company has resulted in a flock of fleas, 'cuz I heard myself complaining about people and circumstances that have NO power over me...no power at all, actually. So that's only about me being in my own way.
The good news is my awareness, understanding and knowing that...
{he needed to be reminded that he's in jail}
the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all of my good. And as Iyanla Vanzant would say, "No weapon formed against me shall prosper, not even a weapon formed by me against me.
Luv YA!
Day 11 (2 minutes ago)
God is lavish, unfailing Abundance. The rich omnipresent substance of the Universe. This all-providing Source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me-the Reality of me.
5:27pm
What a day it's been? I was aware of myself getting caught up...entangled...in the matrix today. Swearing at people, hang up on folks, trying to cry, but the telephone rang, rolling my eyes at my supervisor's email, stumbling over my words, self conscious about my natural hair, etc. WTF????
The good news is...I was aware of my self and the
magnitude of reality/the natural realm. I didn't take me too seriously one way or the other. Whatever. Now it's time to nap, so I can go kick it around with Ledisi this evening:
"On these wings of love I climb....try'na fly me over the Sun...try'na fly me over the Sun...and when I reach the other side...I know that I'll be free again..."
"In the morning...will you be there in the morning...to lu me, lu me..."
Ledisi..........what a gift, how gifted!
Luv YA!
5:27pm
What a day it's been? I was aware of myself getting caught up...entangled...in the matrix today. Swearing at people, hang up on folks, trying to cry, but the telephone rang, rolling my eyes at my supervisor's email, stumbling over my words, self conscious about my natural hair, etc. WTF????
The good news is...I was aware of my self and the
magnitude of reality/the natural realm. I didn't take me too seriously one way or the other. Whatever. Now it's time to nap, so I can go kick it around with Ledisi this evening:
"On these wings of love I climb....try'na fly me over the Sun...try'na fly me over the Sun...and when I reach the other side...I know that I'll be free again..."
"In the morning...will you be there in the morning...to lu me, lu me..."
Ledisi..........what a gift, how gifted!
Luv YA!
Day 10
Day 10
I keep my mind and thoughts off "this world" and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner Presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the principle of Abundance in action within me.
It's difficult to find words to match how/what I've been feeling. The Biology of Belief discusses how believing can change the physiology of ones brain, thus affecting neurological funtioning, which ultimately alters our experience, not because our perception is off; but because of the co-creative nature of our relationship with the Universe and everything within it.
This IS real. I've seen much evidence of this and can feel the transition occurring. Things are changing/shifting. It's time and I feel it. Aaaand, the Changes will be profound.
I'm very excited. Very...
Luv YA!
I keep my mind and thoughts off "this world" and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner Presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the principle of Abundance in action within me.
It's difficult to find words to match how/what I've been feeling. The Biology of Belief discusses how believing can change the physiology of ones brain, thus affecting neurological funtioning, which ultimately alters our experience, not because our perception is off; but because of the co-creative nature of our relationship with the Universe and everything within it.
This IS real. I've seen much evidence of this and can feel the transition occurring. Things are changing/shifting. It's time and I feel it. Aaaand, the Changes will be profound.
I'm very excited. Very...
Luv YA!
Day 9 (3 minutes ago)
Day 9
When I am aware of the God-Self within me as my total fulfillment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this Truth. I have found the secret of life, and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of Divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation, of that Creative Energy which is continuously easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. I am now aware. I am now in the flow.
OMG...I am believing in the all-sufficiency of the Divine Presence for an assistant, relief and re'lease! It's TIME. Goodnight!
Luv YA!
When I am aware of the God-Self within me as my total fulfillment, I am totally fulfilled. I am now aware of this Truth. I have found the secret of life, and I relax in the knowledge that the Activity of Divine Abundance is eternally operating in my life. I simply have to be aware of the flow, the radiation, of that Creative Energy which is continuously easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my Divine Consciousness. I am now aware. I am now in the flow.
OMG...I am believing in the all-sufficiency of the Divine Presence for an assistant, relief and re'lease! It's TIME. Goodnight!
Luv YA!
Day 8
My consciousness of the Spirit within me as my unlimited Source is the Divine Power to restore the years the locusts have eaten, to make all things new, to lift me up to the High Road of abundant prosperity. This awareness, understanding and knowledge of Spirit appears as every visible form and experience that I could possibly desire.
I FEEL this truth vibrating all throughout my being. I'm humbled, settled and excited by it. God is good! Something marvelous is going down. Something wonderful is going up. Something tremendous IS!!!
I haven't even witnessed any miracles just yet, but I feel them in the midst. You stay tuned & I'll keep you posted.
Luv YA!
I FEEL this truth vibrating all throughout my being. I'm humbled, settled and excited by it. God is good! Something marvelous is going down. Something wonderful is going up. Something tremendous IS!!!
I haven't even witnessed any miracles just yet, but I feel them in the midst. You stay tuned & I'll keep you posted.
Luv YA!
Day 7 (yesterday)
The Divine Consciousness that I am is forever expressing it's true nature of Abundance. This is it's responsibility, not mine. My only responsibility is to be aware of this Truth. Therefore, I am totally confident in letting go and letting God appear as the abundant all-sufficiency in my life & affairs.
If I just know and understand this there is no room, and never a need, for fear.
Today
This was so exhilarating for me, "...it is not my responsibility...Divine Consciousness is forever expressing it's true nature of Abundance...". All I have to do is be aware of the truth and allow it to do what IT does, in and through, me.
All-Sufficiency...I'm provided for. There is no need to wonder, worry...
I was doing good with this information. I am doing good with this information. Then there was a bombshell.
Despite the devastating news I received via mail yesterday, I'm clear that Abundance accounts for more than just money. ALL-Sufficiency.
Despite appearances, I've faith in this TRUTH.
And So It Is...!
Luv YA!
If I just know and understand this there is no room, and never a need, for fear.
Today
This was so exhilarating for me, "...it is not my responsibility...Divine Consciousness is forever expressing it's true nature of Abundance...". All I have to do is be aware of the truth and allow it to do what IT does, in and through, me.
All-Sufficiency...I'm provided for. There is no need to wonder, worry...
I was doing good with this information. I am doing good with this information. Then there was a bombshell.
Despite the devastating news I received via mail yesterday, I'm clear that Abundance accounts for more than just money. ALL-Sufficiency.
Despite appearances, I've faith in this TRUTH.
And So It Is...!
Luv YA!
Day 6
My Inner Supply constantly and instantly takes on form and experience according to my needs and desires, and as the Principle of Supply in action, it is impossible for me to have any needs or unfulfilled desires.
This is why enVISIONing is so important. I MUST know what I desire.
Is it a coincidence that I ran {smack dab} into the woman who has been a constant and instant reminder of what I haven't been doing with my book. Although, she rarely asks me about it, she called me out today. "So, how is your book coming along?". "Urrr...Um, so you see....." NO, hell NO! She's not having it and neither am I. I have no idea how, but I do know that my book has touched the lives of many and it should not be hung up on a shelf.
She's informed me that my peer, who also wrote his book, near the same time as myself, has had it published, did a book signing at Barnes and Nobles and is talking to Michael Moore about a potential movie. What?!?!?!?!
My responsibility is not to know "how", but I know that "My Inner Supply takes on form and experience according to my needs and experience..."!
It's beyond time to swing for the fence!
Luv Ya!!!
This is why enVISIONing is so important. I MUST know what I desire.
Is it a coincidence that I ran {smack dab} into the woman who has been a constant and instant reminder of what I haven't been doing with my book. Although, she rarely asks me about it, she called me out today. "So, how is your book coming along?". "Urrr...Um, so you see....." NO, hell NO! She's not having it and neither am I. I have no idea how, but I do know that my book has touched the lives of many and it should not be hung up on a shelf.
She's informed me that my peer, who also wrote his book, near the same time as myself, has had it published, did a book signing at Barnes and Nobles and is talking to Michael Moore about a potential movie. What?!?!?!?!
My responsibility is not to know "how", but I know that "My Inner Supply takes on form and experience according to my needs and experience..."!
It's beyond time to swing for the fence!
Luv Ya!!!
Day 5
Money is not my supply. No person, place or condition is my supply. My awareness, understanding and knowledge of the all-providing activity of the Divine Mind within me is my supply. My consciousness of this Truth is unlimited, therefore my supply is unlimited.
I really appreciate how straight-forward today's insight was. I recalled it at a paramount time. I allowed myself to feel a sense of rejection as it rose up, threatening to give life to anger...because someone didn't show up as I expected. Suddenly, I heard, "No person, place or condition is my supply.". Things will be what they will and they have NO power over me. It's such a great feeling to be-coming aware of who I AM.
The only thing possessing me now is my thoughts. I've been practicing "noticing" them, as opposed to being owned by them.
Despite my ill thoughts of myself (or others) and my innermost fears as I commit to outcomes, I know that, "My consciousness of the TRUTH is unlimited; therefore, my supply is unlimited."
So what am I afraid of?
Luv YA!
I really appreciate how straight-forward today's insight was. I recalled it at a paramount time. I allowed myself to feel a sense of rejection as it rose up, threatening to give life to anger...because someone didn't show up as I expected. Suddenly, I heard, "No person, place or condition is my supply.". Things will be what they will and they have NO power over me. It's such a great feeling to be-coming aware of who I AM.
The only thing possessing me now is my thoughts. I've been practicing "noticing" them, as opposed to being owned by them.
Despite my ill thoughts of myself (or others) and my innermost fears as I commit to outcomes, I know that, "My consciousness of the TRUTH is unlimited; therefore, my supply is unlimited."
So what am I afraid of?
Luv YA!
Day 4
Through my consciousness of my God-self, the Christ within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the presence of God within me is my supply.
Luv YA!
Luv YA!
Day 3
I am conscious of the Inner Presence as my lavish Abundance. I am conscious of the constant activity of this Mind of Infinite Prosperity. Therefore, my consciousness is filled with the light of truth.
Yeah, today was challenging, for many. Interestingly enough, I didn't recall my affirmation much today; although, I did remember it. It was a fast-paced, hectic day...for many.
Peace BE Still! My consciousness is filled with the light of truth.
Luv Ya!
Yeah, today was challenging, for many. Interestingly enough, I didn't recall my affirmation much today; although, I did remember it. It was a fast-paced, hectic day...for many.
Peace BE Still! My consciousness is filled with the light of truth.
Luv Ya!
Day 2
Day 2
I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all my good.
I had a distinct opportunity to demonstrate belief in the limitlessness of The Divine or the limitations of the outpicturing of my "error thoughts". In this same opportunity, I was presented with the challenge of ending a toxic family legacy or perpetuating my participation in it. Ending the toxicity was coupled with the challenge of relinquishing my tendency to control and play GOD in the life of others. How did this look?
My choices were to incur a $10K debt to, hopefully, exact justice for a loved one and commence a battle with a capitalist system that has not honored their end of a contract that cost me $10K... Of course, as i was lamenting the process of both, i hadn't made a connections between the dollar amount(s). Epiphany! Due to my willingness to evolve, I saw/chose the opportunity for me to relinquish seeking vengeance while exercising my belief in the Abundant nature of the Universe and trust that the same Abundance that has ALWAYS provided for me, will provide for my loved one. Abundant, security, reciprocity, finances, freedom, etc.
I let go and KNOW that the Divine Presence I AM is the Substance and Source of all my good...all our good.
How vulnerable...
How liberating...
How True...
And So It Is!
Luv YA!
I lift up my mind and heart to be aware, to understand and to know that the Divine Presence I AM is the Source and Substance of all my good.
I had a distinct opportunity to demonstrate belief in the limitlessness of The Divine or the limitations of the outpicturing of my "error thoughts". In this same opportunity, I was presented with the challenge of ending a toxic family legacy or perpetuating my participation in it. Ending the toxicity was coupled with the challenge of relinquishing my tendency to control and play GOD in the life of others. How did this look?
My choices were to incur a $10K debt to, hopefully, exact justice for a loved one and commence a battle with a capitalist system that has not honored their end of a contract that cost me $10K... Of course, as i was lamenting the process of both, i hadn't made a connections between the dollar amount(s). Epiphany! Due to my willingness to evolve, I saw/chose the opportunity for me to relinquish seeking vengeance while exercising my belief in the Abundant nature of the Universe and trust that the same Abundance that has ALWAYS provided for me, will provide for my loved one. Abundant, security, reciprocity, finances, freedom, etc.
I let go and KNOW that the Divine Presence I AM is the Substance and Source of all my good...all our good.
How vulnerable...
How liberating...
How True...
And So It Is!
Luv YA!
Day 1
My Covenant
This day (January 10, 2011) I cease believing in visible money as my supply and my support, and I view the world of effect as it truly is...simply an outpicturing of my former beliefs. I believed in the power of money, therefore I surrendered my God-given power and authority to an objectified belief. I believed in the possibility of lack, thus causing a separation in consciousness from the Source of my supply. I believed in mortal man and carnal conditions, and through this faith gave man and condition power over me. I believed in the mortal illusion created by the collective consciousness of error thoughts, and in doing so, I have limited the Unlimited. No more! This day I renounce my so-called humanhood and claim my divine inheritance as a Be-ing of God. This day I acknowledge God and only God as my substance, my supply and my support.
Day 1
“God is lavish, unfailing Abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the Universe. This all-providing Source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the Reality of me”.
I actually feel a shift in my consciousness. There's liberation there. There's also a little bit of fear; because what do I replace it with? I mean I've really believed in lack. The truth is I've had too many instances to have thoroughly disproved that error thought by now. I really believed in the power of money. It's a paper substance; but, it's had power (in the world that I live in), presumably. But the truth is that MY SUPPLY is not/has not been linked to money. Duh, how else was I provided for when in dire straights...a way being made out of no way??? MY LAVISH, UNFAILING ABUNDANCE. So It Is!!! Day 1.
Luv YA!
This day (January 10, 2011) I cease believing in visible money as my supply and my support, and I view the world of effect as it truly is...simply an outpicturing of my former beliefs. I believed in the power of money, therefore I surrendered my God-given power and authority to an objectified belief. I believed in the possibility of lack, thus causing a separation in consciousness from the Source of my supply. I believed in mortal man and carnal conditions, and through this faith gave man and condition power over me. I believed in the mortal illusion created by the collective consciousness of error thoughts, and in doing so, I have limited the Unlimited. No more! This day I renounce my so-called humanhood and claim my divine inheritance as a Be-ing of God. This day I acknowledge God and only God as my substance, my supply and my support.
Day 1
“God is lavish, unfailing Abundance, the rich omnipresent substance of the Universe. This all-providing Source of infinite prosperity is individualized as me - the Reality of me”.
I actually feel a shift in my consciousness. There's liberation there. There's also a little bit of fear; because what do I replace it with? I mean I've really believed in lack. The truth is I've had too many instances to have thoroughly disproved that error thought by now. I really believed in the power of money. It's a paper substance; but, it's had power (in the world that I live in), presumably. But the truth is that MY SUPPLY is not/has not been linked to money. Duh, how else was I provided for when in dire straights...a way being made out of no way??? MY LAVISH, UNFAILING ABUNDANCE. So It Is!!! Day 1.
Luv YA!
The Best Yet...
Life is being the best it’s ever been to me. Possibly because I’m being the best I’ve ever been to my life (‘cuz, I can’t imagine the Universe has had some issue with me, despite my perception). “May the best of your todays be the worst of your tomorrows”, is what I wished for many family and friends as we entered a new day, a new year, a new decade. Apparently, that’s speaking my own truth because that’s been a consistent reality since, 1/3/11.
These have been the best days of my life and if it never gets any better, this is great, phenomenal, considered a blessing...I’ll take it. Somehow, I’m knowing that there is more goodness in store. There’s a surreal sense of freedom that permeates my senses, my psyche & my soul. Something no cocktail has ever achieved. This is “good stuff”, as I say.
Luv YA!
These have been the best days of my life and if it never gets any better, this is great, phenomenal, considered a blessing...I’ll take it. Somehow, I’m knowing that there is more goodness in store. There’s a surreal sense of freedom that permeates my senses, my psyche & my soul. Something no cocktail has ever achieved. This is “good stuff”, as I say.
Luv YA!
Complete Challenge!
A challenge that I’ve had is busy’ness. I tend to be so busy doing shit that, many times, doesn’t get done. As I inhale this lie, I exhale this truth: there are many substantial feats that I’ve completed…
7th & 8th grade curriculum in one year
High School (astonished my Dad to tears…)
College (more tears)
Running around The Lake (non-stop)
Real Estate Investment(s)
A conflict-resolution-intimacy cycle with A Few Good Sister-Friends
Supplicating my mother through a life threatening ordeal (much to the doctor’s disbelief)
Co-parenting my youngest brother (as stated by my Dad and younger brother)
Planning & Executing my Dad’s 60th Birthday Celebration
Supporting my best friend/brother through a seemingly endless incarceration
Many theatrical and televised productions
Authored my first book
Clean bill of health
Earned my first personal training certificate
PAID OFF credit card debt!!!
Now, that’s better. The truth is I desire to complete more of what I start. Consequently, I’ve decided not to commit to anything unless I see the end in sight and account for the means to the end. No more busy’ness, for the sake of feeling productive. I desire to feel a greater sense of accomplishment and guess what… it doesn’t require exacerbating energy (note to self).
That being said, I ordered “The Abundance Book” so that I’m equipped to carry out my 40-Day Prosperity Plan to completion…no interruptions…to completion! If all goes according to plan, Day 1 will be staring me in the face next Monday, 1/10/11. With all the faith and courage within me, I’ll take one-day-at-a-time ‘til Day 40 and unhindered faith in Universal Abundance!
Luv YA!
7th & 8th grade curriculum in one year
High School (astonished my Dad to tears…)
College (more tears)
Running around The Lake (non-stop)
Real Estate Investment(s)
A conflict-resolution-intimacy cycle with A Few Good Sister-Friends
Supplicating my mother through a life threatening ordeal (much to the doctor’s disbelief)
Co-parenting my youngest brother (as stated by my Dad and younger brother)
Planning & Executing my Dad’s 60th Birthday Celebration
Supporting my best friend/brother through a seemingly endless incarceration
Many theatrical and televised productions
Authored my first book
Clean bill of health
Earned my first personal training certificate
PAID OFF credit card debt!!!
Now, that’s better. The truth is I desire to complete more of what I start. Consequently, I’ve decided not to commit to anything unless I see the end in sight and account for the means to the end. No more busy’ness, for the sake of feeling productive. I desire to feel a greater sense of accomplishment and guess what… it doesn’t require exacerbating energy (note to self).
That being said, I ordered “The Abundance Book” so that I’m equipped to carry out my 40-Day Prosperity Plan to completion…no interruptions…to completion! If all goes according to plan, Day 1 will be staring me in the face next Monday, 1/10/11. With all the faith and courage within me, I’ll take one-day-at-a-time ‘til Day 40 and unhindered faith in Universal Abundance!
Luv YA!
Prosperity Plan
So here I am, grateful that I've made it through a tumultuous year...NO, I mean, gut wrenching, breath-taking, incomprehensible PAIN. I made it. My ego, my credit, my health may have taken a blow, but I MADE IT!
Today, I went to church with my best friend and it occurred to me just how blessed I am. It also occurred to me just how lethargic I've been. The majority of my blessings have come as a result of Divine Intervention.
If I increase the effort that I'm contributing to my goals and allow the Universe to support as it will, It does. IT has, then I'll have a real meeting with my destiny as I intend it, create it.
In other words, Mel, stop talking about it and be about it. Hence the 40-Day Prosperity Plan.
Commencing 1/4/11 I'll be committed to the 40-Day Prosperity Plan. Please stay tuned to see how it goes.
Luv YA!
Today, I went to church with my best friend and it occurred to me just how blessed I am. It also occurred to me just how lethargic I've been. The majority of my blessings have come as a result of Divine Intervention.
If I increase the effort that I'm contributing to my goals and allow the Universe to support as it will, It does. IT has, then I'll have a real meeting with my destiny as I intend it, create it.
In other words, Mel, stop talking about it and be about it. Hence the 40-Day Prosperity Plan.
Commencing 1/4/11 I'll be committed to the 40-Day Prosperity Plan. Please stay tuned to see how it goes.
Luv YA!
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